It took Peter Borden a while to come around to modafinil. He never
takes prescription drugs. He doesn't drink to excess. He's into
acupuncture and alternative medicine. But he was working two jobs-by
day, he does quantitative analysis and project management for a
venture-capital-backed B2B start-up; by night, he's developing a
proprietary high-frequency trading system for a Wall Street start-up
of his own-and what he needed was more time to work.
So a few months ago, Borden ordered a three-week supply by mail. ("It
was a piece of cake," he says.) He popped his first pill-"the maximum
suggested dose"-as soon as the package arrived, and within a few hours
he started feeling a pleasant fuzziness. "Not fuzzy-headed," he says,
"but crisp. A crisp softness to it." Soon he was experiencing a level
of concentration he'd never imagined. "My senses sort of shifted to the
visual, and my auditory sense went down. Sounds didn't even register.
It was like walking around on a winter day when it just snowed. It was
very easy to stay visually focused."
Next came a head rush. "I sensed it was blood actually moving to the
optic nerve. Your eyes start to feel very sort of engorged, and your
awareness comes to the front of your face, which is kind of a freaky
sensation. I would describe it as being very much like Adderall, but
without the speediness."
Tasks that were usually soul-crushing now had his undivided attention.
He spent hours fine-tuning ad campaigns for his new business, and his
output wasn't just faster and longer-it was better. "I didn't take as
many breaks; I didn't get as frustrated; the stuff came out with fewer
errors," he says. "I never felt, Oh, let's just get it done. I polished
things." As long as he kept taking the pill, his focus never wavered.
"Time took on an entirely different sort of quality." He was even
happier. "There were some very potent anti-anxiety effects. Which was
strange. I didn't think I was an anxious person, but I guess I was."
Modafinil, which is marketed as Provigil in the United States, was
first approved by the FDA in 1998 for the treatment of narcolepsy, but
since then it's become better known as a nootropic, a "smart drug,"
especially among entrepreneurs. More recently, it has attracted traders
like Borden who don't just need a pick-me-up to get through a deadline;
they need to be on, without a break, for months, even years at a time.
